Teringat2 suatu ketika....

Semalam bersama WN & HP geng... menonton movie Talentime, filem Yasmin Ahmad yang terbaru

I'm writing with a quite dramatic feeling inside.. Just to share with all of you.. :)

Satu babak dalam movie tersebut yang amat menyentuh hati :

::Scene: Di hospital, seorang ibu yg sedang belenggu dgn barah otak ditemani oleh anaknya. Doktor memberi suntikan kepada ibu yg sedang sakit::

Hafiz: Doktor, ibu kelihatan semakin sihat, dia semakin pulih ke??

Doktor: (menjawab dengan bahasa agak kasar) Bukan sihat, tapi disebabkan steroid sbb tu badan naik. She's not getting better either..

Ibu: Hafiz, pegila balik, pegila practice untuk talentime nanti.. Hafiz xkan sanggup melihat ibu nanti..

Hafiz: Tak mengapa ibu, Hafiz akan bersama ibu...

Ibu: Hafiz, Ibu mengandungkan Hafiz sewaktu ayah tinggalkan ibu... (Silent for a moment) Hidup Ibu terus kelam.. Gelap.. Tapi bila Hafiz datang ke dunia..... (aku da tak ingat apa yg si ibu perkatakan kepada anaknya but all I know it was something touching and meaningful, teringat kpd seseorang that I really missed so much)

::......................... paused and silent .......................::

Suddenly... pipi terasa basah... OMG! Keadaan ibu yang di lakonkan Azean Herdawaty reminds me of someone... It was MY LATE MOM... The scene described almost similar condition like my late mom on her very last days; battled with cancer, bedridden, completely bold covered with scarf, constantly put on weight eventhough x makan sangat , frequent throw up lepas makan, perut kembung, hardly speak well. And, the worse scenario was, being injected with steroid and morphine every day.. and.. that moment we all knew that its time for her to go...

Tapi itu semua da berlalu 5 tahun yg lepas...

Its best for her to go than seeing her so much in pain and sufferings.. Yet, still feeling empty without her being around... One good friend used to tell me, hilang bapak tidak terasa sangat if dibandingkan kehilangan ibu.. Eventhough I'm already 30 years old, married & a mother to be, but still, without her being around, its feels like one space yang telah di-vaccum, macamner puas u cari, you can never find that space again...

Life goes on without my dearest mom... Kepada semua di luar sana yang masih ada ibu, appreciate your mother while she's still alive..

Apa2 pon I enjoyed watching that movie... A lot of domestic issues being highlighted while watching it...

:: Al-Fatihah untuk Allahyarhamah Hajah Noorchahaya bt Ibrahim... Semoga rohnya sentiasa dicucuri rahmatNya dan dikurniakan tempat antara orang-orang yang beriman Amin ::