My precious, Baby Rees :)

Salam all!

I'm back.. Still in my confinement... I'm now in Seremban at my in law's place.. Kira berpantang di sini.. Will return to KL by 11th or 13th July for good... Too bad my mom in law not so well lately.. She got some limitation in her movements , ditambah her maid has to go back to Indonesia for a month.. So kira 'patah kaki' la my mom in law to jaga me & Baby Rees..

OO yess.. Baby Rees.. That's what me & WN called our new baby..

So far I'm enjoying the moments taking care of rees.. Being the 1st time Mom, its not an easy job... Its such a new thing in my entire life!! Especialy perubahan waktu e.g tak cukup tido.. :) Luckily, baby rees is not a colic baby... Xde melalak tak tentu pasal.. Merengek hanya hendak susu or she feels uncomforable with her 'bekalan' in her diapers. Hehehe.. Alhamdulilah me & WN being blessed to have baby Rees with us...

Eventhough I'm enjoying the moment with Rees, I'm still coping up the task being a mother.. Thank God, for a meantime my in laws being taking a good care of me so far..

Ok now, how shall I start... macam mana baby rees bule keluar or in the other proper sentence, how do I deliver baby Rees?? :)

Phewww.. Terus terang I vaguely remembered what happened before or during the time I delivered baby Rees.. My hubby did mentioned every single moment how & what I've gone before & during the delivery... He was there throughout the day and nite with me.. Seriously.. I tak berapa ingat.. because... I was in a great pain for almost one whole day.. In medical term they call it as ' the contraction pain before labour' or 'labour pain''.. Sekarang baru aku faham kenapa orang selalu kata, sakit nak bersalin adalah dikatakan sebagai 'Mother of all the pain'.. Memang sakit tak ingat.. Sakit yg tidak boleh di bayangkan atau diceritakan sesia[a.. Hanya perempuan yg hendak bersalin sahaja yg akan rasa sakit yg Tuhan bagi itu... Phewwwww..

:: kalau sesiapa ingin tahu lebih lanjut about what I've gone thru, u may go to this link::
  Then they were 3 by WN

Alhamdulilah setelah 'berperang' dgn menahan sakit contraction selama lebih dari 9 jam, akhirnya Tuhan telah memberi keizinan, kemudahan & tenaga untuk aku bersalin secara normal.. Memang aku tak sangka aku telah dapat melahirkan baby Rees secara normal..

Mas Hareessa Nokman bt Muhammad Wafa dilahirkan pada 14 Jun 2009 (Ahad), pada 6.34am di Hospital Ampang.. beratnya 3.05 kg..

After battling with the great pain, baby Rees selamat dilahirkan.. Tiba2 hilang semua sakit.. Sejuk hati memandang pada insan kecil ni .. Somemore aku sudah menjadi Mama and WN sudah pon menjadi Abah... Both responsibilities sudah secara automatik and pon bertambah... Our priorities has changed now... Semua focus beralih kepada anak :)

Rees now aged 15 days old today.. I'm still learning being the 1st time mom... trying all the best to take care, educate and nurture her as she is now my daughter.. Wah aku da ada anak!! Memang x sangka..manusia yg serba kekurangan seperti aku, Tuhan masih memberi peluang dan rezeki untuk memikul tanggungjawab sebagai Ibu...

Sampai disini sahaja utk entry kali ini.. perhaps aku akan ceritakan lagi those great moments seeing Hareessa growing up each day.. :)

Salam...

Alhamdulilah, finally its a GIRL... Mas Hareessa Nokman bt Muhammad Wafa

14 June 2009 6.34pagi Ahad..

I finally delivered a baby girl..Mas Hareessa Nokman bt Muhammad Wafa


Nantila aku akan cerita detik2 sebelum dan selepas melahirkan insan comel ni...

Bored.. Annoyed.. (Wish I could have a better word)

Salam again.. Its Friday June, 5th 2009... I'm at home (still)

I feel better than yesterday, still sakit but not that bad.. OO yess.. I'm having this lower abdomen pain, u can call it as period pain through out the day since semalam pagi.. It started during early morning yesterday.. I did complaint to WN when I'm about to do my Subuh Prayer. At first it was a normal contraction (braxton hicks) every 30-35minutes.. It went away by 7am...

Then by 7.40am, after I past motion, I got somekind of 'period pain' just after I got out from the toilet... Its quite persistent & feeling different kind of pain this time... Then WN woke up & ready to work, I told him that I feel 'funny' about the pain... Sebelum ni, mmgla ada jugak terasa sakit senggugut but not as sharp as this time... So he asked me, what shall we do now... Both of us thought probably it is time kut for delivery.. So I told him we can go to the nearest clinic (our fav' clinic) by 9am if the pain still going on.. Perhaps, jalan 'highway' for baby to deliver da bukak kut.. So he agreed, straight away called his colleauges informing them that he'll be late to office today..

I took a shower..then get ready to clinic that morning... Sampai je clinic tu, ramai jugak org menunggu.. We just chat while waiting.. Suddenly the contraction came again while we were waiting.. Then after 30minutes, my name been called up, meanning its my turn.. Masuk je kat bilik doktor tu, I told what happened since this morning, then she decided to check my 'highway' da buka ke belom.. Too bad, Tuhan belom izinkan lagi.. She said only one finger je yg boleh masuk, meaning jalan mmg masih tutup.. Only the baby's head mmg da turun ke bwah and about to entering & pushing the ligament muscle... Tapi belom masuk soket lagi (meaning belom engage lagi).. She said that's the reason why I feel the pain, so called the 'period pain'.. I felt a bit upset sbb belom lagi nak bersalin, but thank god that the baby is about to exit in several days, perhaps 2 weeks kot... Pheewwww da penat menunggu...

Balik rumah.. WN went to work after he dropped me at our place.. the pain still there.. all the time.. tak buat apa sangat.. only resting... been sms'ing my sister and friends asking theor advice what to do next... Most of them replied 'Period pain?? Biasala tu, da nak dekat bersalin.. InsyaALLAH'.. But, how soon is soon?? Only GOD knows when...

Today... still at home while updating this entry..

To tell u the truth.. I started to feel annoyed.. bored of waiting.. rasa down pon jugak.. the level of excitement suddenly goes down... Tiba-tiba rasa some sort of xde semangat like I used to... Wish I could have a better word to say it, hope it doesn't effect my baby inside... weekends starts tomorrow.. lagila tak tahu nak buat apa... ooo GOD! pls help me & give back the strength to move on... Berikan semangat seperti sebelom ini... InsyaALLAH..

Masih menunggu hari...

Salam all...

Today.. its 2nd June 2009... Tuesday.. I'm now 38weeks in my pregnancy..

Last nite, its such a horrifying nite for me.. Being attacked by 'Braxton Hicks' contraction twice.. The first one I couldn't remember what time it happened, sbb last nite I mengantuk sgt & penat setelah brp mlm tak boleh tidur nyenyak, the 2nd one was around 5am.. da nak subuh.. by 6.15am it went away... I was terrified because manalah tahu da tiba masa baby da nak keluar...Phewwww.. rupanya belom lagi, cuma nak bagi momentum je..

Ramai org advice, da nak tunggu hari bersalin, dok je kat umah tu.. tak payah nak ngengada merayap sangat.. But I just IGNORE it... Borring dok rumah... Biarkan baby x selesa dok dlm perut & dia x sabar nak keluar dari my tummy... Tapikan, tak sangka pulak penangan 'kaki bengkak' really limiting my movements these days.. Tak buleh berdiri lama2 tu yg boring.. :( Tapi takpela, harap2 its a sign nak dekat delivery.. InsyaALLAH :)

At this stage, WN ada mention ramai yg berpengalaman being pregnant will jadi 'doktor/bidan' advising me here & there.. So pasangkan telinga je.. hehehe...

Satu lagi yang tak tahan kaki membengkak since last Friday.. I noticed lepas byk jalan on Saturday, the swelling getting bigger.. Sempat lagi jalan2 at Pavilion, planning nak tgk wayang kat situ, hmmm sorry... the line orang beli tiket wayang macam nak beli tiket bola! :( so we patah la balik to Ampang MBO. We managed to buy tiket cerita 'Terminator: Salvation'.. Then makan MCD @ Ampang Point for lunch! Wah!! WN bagi green light mkn MCD setelah beberapa puasa bulan x makan!! TQ & I'm happy , terasa sangat nikmat when I had the 1st bite.. Makan Double Cheeseburger u! Hahahaha! Before that, while jalan2 at Bukit Bintang Plaza b4 off to Ampang, ada orang tu sempat beli perfume baru.. HUGO BOSS ELEMENT u!! hehehehe.. I like the smell.. mmg sesuai ngn orangnya kan..?

On Sunday, sempat lagi 'merengek' to WN to bring me to his old school to watch Tatu, its a 100 years celebration VICCB (VI Cadet Core Band).. I know he was reluctant to bring me there, yelah manala tahu celebration macam ni mesti crowd ramai giler orang yg datang, worrying takut xde tempat duduk.. Alhamdulilah, kuat kan kudrat tenaga, kaki & badan, WN agreed to bring me there and ada jugak tempat duduk yg sesuai for me to watch it... The show was great!! TQ so much sayang bringing me there...

Everyone that I know, incld friends & families dok query dah bersalin ke belom.. Everyone seems to be excited to see my 1st baby.. rasa macam celebrity pulak anak aku ni.. Baby ni pulak x buleh nak expect tinggi sangat, nanti mesti dia dok main2 teka teki, saja nak test kesabaran Mama & Abah kan! Anyway, Mama & Abah are counting the days each day waiting for your arrival dear! Setiap hari dok cakap ngn baby pujuk dia keluar.. Harap2 Tuhan akan takdirkan hari & waktu yang sesuai utk brsalin.. :) InsyaALLAH...