3rd Anniversary..

As salam and selamat berpuasa..

Amacam puasa semua?? Mine.. dugaan berat thn ni.. yupp cepat sgt haus.. kalau brbuka aku la yg prtama yg akan minom byk x hengat! x tahula disebabkan byk dosa or effect dr ubat thyroid tu.. :)

Ehem.. ehem... well nmpak kan tajuk entry kali ni.. We celebrated our anniversary on d 09082011 yg lepas. Alhamdulilah, sudah 3 years me and WN jadi husband and wife + 2 daughters.. xde la celebrate gile2 mcm org lain.. Mungkin tunggu anak2 da besor sket la baru bole pg dating sana sini.. :)

Hadiah? well I've been surprised with 2 presents:

Lacoste perfume...

..on the next day ... received this package pulak...

Taaraaaa! its RV cupcakes.. spesel delivery hoccay! TQ love!

Btw, I didnt gv him anything.. almaklumla hsewifekan.. segan pulak.. cuma endless love is all that I can give..

To WN, if u are reading my blog now, all I can say that I love u.. thanks for bearing with me.. hikhik! There are ups and downs, and I believe there'll be more to come.. Semoga Tuhan akan terus kuatkan kasih sayang antara kita, sihat zahir dan batin and sentiasa diperluaskan pintu rezeki :) Ameen..

Hormone Imbalance -Thyroid

As salam..

Pernah dgr Tyroid?? of course pernah dgr kan.. yess I'm having it rite now, sudah 3 bulan under treatment di Columbia Asia Hospital, Puchong.. I'm on pills, x perlu operate... Alhamdulilah..

Macamana bole kene?? Doctor pakar kata its 'hormone imbalance'. Ramai kaum hawa dalam lingkungan awal 30-an -40an are prone to get it..doktor kata juga disebabkan pengambilan jamu berlebihan.. espc dlm liquid or tablets forms.. Aku amik jamu ke?? amik... of course! So sesiapa yg amik jamu tu, careful ya...

Jamu contains 'iodine' yg x diperlukan dlam hormon badan.. so aku adala amik Manjakani in liquid form... and also Jadam.. kata doktor la...

Anyway, doktor said I'm still at early stage, dont worry its treatable.. Well, area my throat xde la nmpak bengkak pon mcmana org selalu dgr and tgk kan.. Mmg x bengkak pon langsung :) nampak xde apa yg menonjol..

I am under the treatment of doktor pakar respitori @Columbia, Dr.Jurina.. A lady doctor and she is very friendly, mmg byk ckap.. her explaination is clear, and sometimes byk sgt input aku jadi x paham sgt.. I'm happy to meet her... :)

The beginning:

More less 3-4 months ago...

Mulanya aku batuk kuat x hengat , x baik2 for almost 3 bulan... espc malam, kdg sakit dada and sesak nafas... so da jumpa GP by kali, bagi antibiotic pon x jalan, siap nebulizer lagi, pon sekejap je OK.. lps tu attack lagi.. Akhirnya GP tu advise to refer my case to doktor pakar, so dia recommend la Doktor Jurina ni... ye la manala tahu aku dapat T.B ke... haisshhh mintak jauh kan..

When we arrived at the hospital, spt biasa amik no. giliran, tapi disebabkan its a private hospital, kira xdela smpai setengah hari tunggu kan.. After 1-2 hours dapatla jumpa Dr.Jurina ni.. So dia bacala refer letter. Then, she decided to buat apa yg patut, do the blood test, nebuliser and xtray.. ohhh yesss I did this test too called 'SPIROMETRY'. Its to check level of daya pernafasan.. i have to blow on a a big tube, amik nafas dalam2 and hembus kuat2 thru d tube.. mmg susah masa 1st time, tercungap2la jugak.. rasa nak menangis la jugak, sbb da xde tenaga nak tiup kuat3.. tetapi dgn sokongan P.A Dr Jurina, Fadhillah aku dapat buatla dalam 5 times.... so terpaksala admitted satu malam..

Anak-anak pulak apa citer??

Sapa jaga?? haish aku trpaksa bwk yg sulong, sbb ingatkan nak tinggalkan ngn maid, tp maid kata melalak x hengat! so yg sikecik dok ngn maid and I ask my little sister, Shidah to come over, while WN hantor ke hospital..

Sambung balik hal hospital...

After d result came out, doktor kata aku ada infection sket.. so bagila antibiotic yg kuat... Tak ingat apa nama ubatnya.. Ntah macamana dia rs pelik, sbb jantung aku beat terlalu laju, its not normal, katanya la... I did rasa sakit on dada.. so doctor kata a bit weird... so dia kata dia nak buat dua test lagi... ECG TEST utk detect sakit jantung and TYROID TEST utk detect thyroid, seems insurance company WN covered all treatment, doctor balon buatla apa yg patut.... Masa tu aku x panic x trpikir pon nak kene..

Lepas 1 malam overnite di sana, doktor kata bole discharge.. tapi dia ckap da, ur tyhroid is positive.. Siap ckap, I nak hantar thyroid test ni nak buat lab test kat hospital lain.. nak tgk 2nd opinion pulak.. So I'll see u in 2 weeks from now utk follow up... Bawak balik sebakul ubat ke rumah..

The treatment for Thyroid

After 2 weeks, jumpala lagi doktor tu.. dia kata 'Confirmed, u have thyroid.' Aku speechless, panic pon ada.. Doktor snyum, dia advise its treatable, alhamdulilah dapat detect awal..

So aku kene la makan ubat2 seperti ini:

This is Carbimazole, specifically for thyroid treatment, hv to take 4 pills a day

This one pulak is Propranolol, 2biji sehari utk reduce heartbeat yg laju tu.

So smpai skrg masih on pills spt di atas.. Side effect dari ubat ni AKU CEPAT HAUS!!! Ni tgh bulan puasa, mmg dugaan la.. Doktor target by November aku da baik.. Insyaallah Tuhan saja yang menyembuhkan...

Selamat Berpuasa... Choc Cake on d way!

As Salam semua..

I just done solat Subuh .. Alhamdulilah its a 2nd day of Ramadan.. Semoga Tuhan mmberikan semangat dan kekuatan untuk meneruskan ibadah ini untuk hamba2nya..

Tahun ini I saja 'test market' by selling chocolate moist cake for this coming Raya.. Well, I baked it by myself.. Ngeeeeee! I post it on FB, tagged few ppl & kirim hubby few samples to his colleagues too. Alhamdulilah, ada lah dlm 13biji orders so far.. I sell it x mahal for a start, as compared others... 500gm (1/2kg) for RM15 and 1kg forRM30, incl RM5 for delivery..OK la kan..

contoh chocolate moist cake..

sample packaging that I've made.. :)

Oh yess, we had a short trip to PD last weekend b4 puasa... Kids really had fun! R still takut/phobia with water, she only played by the beach making some sand castles... Its not perfect, but she loved it! While Y redah je masuk laut with her Abah.. BTW, x puas dok sana 1 hari.. WN pon suggest we should spend d time kat sana lps Raya nnti Insyaallah.. Get away from hectic life sekejap, ok la kan!

kids and some of d activities!

Yesterday, hubby bwk jejalan ke Bazar Ramadan @ Bndar Kinrara (BK).. Act ada few Bazars near to our place, tapi saje nak survey mana satu gerai yg jual best.. Sad to say, its a bit dissapointing at BK, most of d stalls seling lauk pauk je, yg jual kuih 'ciput' sgt and x variety, harapkan nmpak happening je lebih! I'm act looking for kuih tepung pelita, but xde satu pon! So today, we r going to Puncak Jalil pulak.. hopefully x menghampakan..

So ok guys.. will get back soon.. Selamat berpuasa.. and jgn 'lapar mata' mbazir x tentu pasal di Bazar Ramadan.. :) We had 29days to go.. Setiap hari boleh rasa yg lain! :)

The girls so far...

As salam all!

Hari ni nak tulis apa pon x tahu nak tulis apa.. :P

About my girls?? Maybe??? Both of them have just celebrated their birthdays together... Rees is 2 years old and Yaya is 1 year old.. Kat mana? We did it @ my dad place in Ampang.. Just a small party.. Invited only close frens and families.

Yaya now still merangkak, malas nak berjalan.. As compared to d sister b4, by 1year old da pndai tateh sendiri... They both now da pndai berebut espc when playing together.. Nak marah both masih kecik.. Selalu jugak I scream espc to R.. hehehehe

I'm still worried with R's appetite.. susah sgt nak makan.. She is being so selective when it comes to food.. kdg2 tu minom susu je.. makan x payah pon xpe.. Selalu search through internet cari resipi pelbagai just to make her to eat.. Kdg2 tu, jalan la jugak.. Kdg2 tu sebelah mata pon x pandang.. haishhhh... !! Now her abah da jugak belikan vitamins like Appeton etc.. kejap je jalan lps tu hampeh!! But not like her sister, Y, x bole x mkan pulak.. Alhamdulillah Y is not a problem to me..

Well I'm not alone, I'm quite sure some mothers going thru d same like me... I just dont give up, probbly R's appetite will improve when she's in school one day.. Ada ramai kawan kan, so it will encourage to eat more... I hope so :)

I pray both of them jadi anak2 yg solehah and all d good luck will always be with them.. InsyaAllah

Nak bersara dari merokok.....

Errr.. Well, its not me who wanted to quit smoking.. Its my hubby! ngeh ngeh ngeh..!

Da dua (2) hari hubby mentioned yg dia nak quit smoking..

Terus dalam kepala ku berkata2 "BIAR BETOL mamat ni??!!"

Me being a supportive wife, reply kat WN "Kalau u nak quit, u quit perlahan2 eh , jangan terus berhenti!"

Yes, I still remember that moment.. WN prnah quit smoking for few months. It was about 2 yrs back, while I was in my 1st pregnancy.. Masa tu I was carrying Rees in my tummy.. Semangat nak jadi BAPA baru time tu, suddenly he decided nak quit la.. He did it immediately.. So disebabkan 'berpuasa' secara mengejut dari api rokok, adala beberapa impact yang terjadi pada zahir dirinya..Contohnya, senang cerita: Sensitive x tentu pasal..

Prnah satu hari aku cakap "My dear, please have a cigarette..." hehehehehe! U all tahu la pasal apa kan?

Despite having a stressful life with work and org2 nya di opis.. finally, he started smoking again.. Nak wat camne kan..

Kali ni... he downloaded satu application into his phone, apa nama software tu I'm x sure la.. That application will help him to reduce the cigarettes intake per day.. E.g katala dia start smoke at 9am, that application will set the timer,let say, after 1hour and 30mins, baru bole rokok balik.. ok la tu kan.. so nnti after 1 - 2 minggu increase la the timer... xpayah makan pil2 itu ini.. Cuma kene ada strong will .. InsyaAllah he'll get over it...

Tak ada manusia yang terlahir sempurna

" Tak ada manusia yg terlahir sempurna

Jangan kau sesali, segala apa yang terjadi

Kita pasti pernah, dapatkan cobaan yg berat

Seakan hidup ini tak ada ertinya lagi

Syukuri apa yang ada, hidup adalah anugerah

Tetap jalani hidup ini,melakukan yang terbaik"

Have u heard of this song?

Mesti x prnah... kan?

The song titled 'Jangan Menyerah' and its performed by Indonesian band, The Massive. I tahu its bcoz I layan 'sinetron' @ TV3, Amanah dlm cinta.. Soundtrack lagu drama ni, so dok berkumandang setiap hari..

Anyway, I've watched the real video clip of this song.. Yupp it does touch my heart deeply inside..

Please click : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mTp-OxfkCao

Kita ni hidop, selalu rasa x cukup... Selalu membandingkan hidop orang lain lagi senang dari kitakan.. Mudah sgt rasa tercuit nak itu ini.. Malahan ada yg lagi susah .. Nak cari duit untuk survive pon takat kais pagi and kais petang..

Jadi belajar la bersyukur dgn apa yg ada.. Enjoy the moments.. Mungkin satu hari apa yang kita ada skrg Tuhan akan tarik balik bila2 masa :)

Aura menulis tak turun2 lagi...

Salam all..

One of my relative did asked, "Cik Yanti, apsal blog sunyi??"

PANG!! wat a big slap!!

Mmg betol, its almost 4 months x ketap keyboard ni...hanya fesbuk-ing je skrg.. itu je kan keje kau YANTI!

By the way, bagi impian menjadi surirumah 'yg produktif' (katanya!) I did my kelas menjahit baju kurung last January.. but till now x practice lagi.. kain da potong tapi x jahit2 lagi... mmg agak susah nak jahit baju apa lagi jahit baju kurung kan.. I gv my highest respect to all tukang jahit out there, anda mmg seorang yang TABAH..

kain pertama aku potong sendiri..

Oh ya, sebelom terlupa, my eldest bro, baru je buat majlis bertandang @ my dad's place.. AKHIRNYAAAAAAA selesai! hope u have a wonderful sailing moments with ur newly wedded wife.. semoga dikurniakan zuriat cepat2! Insyaallah..

Lagi brp hari nak sambut puasa... kan?? POSA GANTI x abeh bayor lagi ni.. haiyaaaa... tahu makan je kan!

nnti sambung... :)