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Salam...

I'm now 27weeks in my pregnancy.. Its Friday, been raining since early morning.. Trying to get some sleep since 3am last nite... Ada pulak alarm kereta residence in this condo brbunyi lagi... Owner x sedar la tu.. Me & hubby staying on d 2nd floor so kira tingkat bawah, easy to get this type of disturbance.. so annoying!! WN probbly penat sgt, 'jeles' tgk dia tido nyenyak.. He only realised bunyi alarm only by 5-6am.. Luckily I'm not working so bule 'bantai' tido the next morning, but yet, mata x bule lelap..

My baby inside been active lately... X kira malam atau siang, i can feel its moving.. Planning to go for 4D imaging next week.. InsyaALLAH, kalau tuhan izinkan, dapatla tgk muka baby & the position..

Not to forget, I've got my heartburn, pegi toilet just to peeeee quite frequent lately.. Its just like my 1st trimester before.... My appetite & craving for something its so happening rite now... feel nak makan curry... Hmm it will be NICE for dinner kan..? Masakla petang nnti ;-)

Both of us tgh berlawan saper perut paling 'buncit' :-)

Last Sunday,we've bn invited to one WN's good pal wedding... Semua pakai serba putih atu silver ... Cantikla bila da ambil gambar ramai2 mcm ni...

Tahniah kepada penganti baru.. InsyaAllah, semoga diberkati selalu..

Last Monday, I had a blast hang out session with my oldmates, BBGS-ians badge '95... Its been almost 12years not seeing them.. Had a buffet lunch + karaoke-ing at Redbox, Pavilion.. Yela.. the school da pindah kat Maluri Cheras, used to be at Jalan Raja Chulan, betol2 kat Pavilion la sekarang ni... Even ramai x dapat join, yela ramai da ber-family, susah la sikit nk meet up... WN bagi green light, its just me being married came for that hang-out session.. Thanks NA organizing it & RE for the cupcakes!! Look forward for next meeting ya!

My BBGS-ians oldmates...

Cupcakes made by RE.. kesian dia buat jugak utk org yg kata nak dtg tapi x dtg..

But that evevning, had a misunderstanding with WN.. Tak terukla, its just me tersalah baca sms from him... Its all about nk pick up & jumpa kat mana after the hang out thinggy.. So, been offered by LZ to drop me at Ampang Point that evening, where WN waited me there. WN wanted to introduce one his colleague, SB & have a teh tarik with her.. So we went to NZ wangsa maju... Had an early dinner & log chat with them.. I really enjoy seeing her... and the day too... ooo I've been blessed... ;-)

So thats all for today.. mata pon macam da x larat ni... Salam...

Shocked and pity with Hasnah Burdges..

Salam kembali..

Someone forwarded me an article about a Malaysian woman yang murtad yang kini bermastautin di USA... The article comes with a picture of her & her confession being Christian, which was live recorded di satu perhimpunan di Kansas, States..

I listened to it carefully with all d things she said.. Shewas raised in a muslim family, she was the eldest child in a family of 12 children... Berasal dari mana, tidak diketahui... Bapanya yang 'kaki abused & alchoholic' eversince she was young makes her life in poverty.. Itu membuatkan dia kurang berpengetahuan agama, apatah lagi pegangan agama yang kurang diterapkan semasa beliau masih kecil... Apatah lagi being the eldest in family, kemungkinan beliau tidak mempunyai sesiapa lagi yang boleh beliau mengharapkan tunjuk ajar tentang akidah & tauhid being a a practice Muslim kecuali her existing parents...

She sounds like a smart woman.. ooo she does.. looking at her raut wajah, aku keliru, kerana tidak ada iras keturunan melayu langsung, sudah macam mat saleh saje... Her english, is so sooo american dialect... Berpendidikan tinggi dari University Kansas, USA dan sekarang sudah bermastautin serta mempunyai career di sana ... Boleh dibanggakan sebagai rakyat Malaysia, apatah lagi seorang anak Melayu....Yelah itu rezeki orang, bak pepatah 'Hujan emas dinegeri orang, hujan batu dinegeri sendiri'..

Tetapi sayang, itu hanya, HAK DUNIA yang beliau miliki sekarang.. Hak AKHIRAT untuk Hasnah hanya ALLAH swt yang berhak menentukannya.. Mungkin beliau terlupa tentang wujudnya dunia dan akhirat.... atau ntahla... Aku masih ingat lagi, bapak angkat ku pernah berkata, sesiapa yang murtad adalah disebabkan bisikan Iblis yang 'hebat' membuatkan beliau terpesong serta merta... Dengan itu, sesiapa yang tergolong dalam kategori ini, sama sekali akan menempah '1st Class ticket to....... tahu kan destinasi mana nanti kan..??

Ada satu petikan lagi , Hasnah berkata untuk menjadi umat yang baik adalah membaca Al-Quran dan sembahyang 5 kali sehari, tetapi bagi dia membuat amalan2 wajib seperti itu tidak CUKUP untuk membuatkan dirinya dekat dgn Allah, bagi beliau lagi, dimana Tuhan untuk menolong dia semasa dalam keperitan & kesusahan... Astagfirullah...

Apapun beliau tidak menukarkan nama kepada nama lain, masih mengaku sebagai Hasnah.. Hasnah bermaksud 'Beautiful' didalam bahasa arab... Tapi itu hanya nama zahir beliau, secara keperibadian adalah sebaliknya, beliau amat bangga menjadi seorang Kristian... Beliau berkata lagi, hidupnya sekarang adalah lebih baik & bermakna setelah mengenali Jesus....

Aku kesian dgn perakuan beliau... being such a smart woman, boleh senang sahaja di 'brainwash' akidahnya.. Inilah ujian untuk Hasnah & sayang seribu kali sayang, beliau terkandas kerana tidak mampu untuk menghadapi ujian Tuhan....

Aku disini bukannya nak mengumpat pasal anak orang lain, apa lagi aku yang sedang mengandungkan anak pertama ini.. What i'm trying to say is that... Alhamdulilah, dengan nama suci Allah swt, pegangan agama ku masih lagi kuat sebagai seorang Islam, walaupun kadang2 terleka dgn tanggungjawab sebagai hambaNya.. Aku bersyukur kerana aku mempunyai ibu bapa yang mengajar & menerapkan the understanding of Rukun Islam & Rukun Iman... Bagi aku itulah 'basic fundamental' yang seseorang Islam perlu faham dan sebati di dalam jiwanya.... InsyaALLAH Tuhan akan terus mengurniakan taufik & hidayah kepadaku dan keluargaku serta bakal2 anak2 ku nanti...

I wonder how does her family reacted, apatah lagi ibunya yang prnah mengandungkan beliau dulu.. Aku berharap Tuhan akan mengurniakan taufik & hidayah kepada Hasnah supaya kembali ke pangkal jalan sebagai anak yang solehah... Ya-Rabbal-Alamin...

A day at the baby shop...

Salam..

How shall I start now...

Alhamdulilah... Since it 3 moths to go before my 1st delivery & we both managed to save some money, WN & I decided that we should buy some baby stuff...

Last Saturday, me & WN went to one baby shop which is nearer to our place.. So, apa lagi.. we all belilah baby stuff yang patut... At first, when I stepped into the shop, rasa macam x percaya when, WN excited to buy the stroller.. betol ke mamat ni beli hari ni juga, So I called one of the promoter & ask him to do the demo handling the stroller.. After that, we agreed to buy it.. Its quite an affordable price and it looks like one of the McLaren's brand yang aku suka.. It's quite handy, easy to fold & easy maneavure... tapi 'makan space' sikit letak dalam boot kereta kenari yang agak comel itu.. ;-)

I do have a list, but to tell u the truth, actually I don't know which one should comes first.. So biasala, I asked ppl yang sudah ada experienced being the first mom-to-be... WN agak 'focus' and 'alert' what to buy & always giving suggestions we should get this and that as compared to myself (the one yg agak BLUR eventhough I'm the one who holds the lists)... hehehehe

These are some of the stuff that we bought that day :

Beli pack kecik dulu, takut x sesuai utk baby nanti..

kena pandai adjust baby carrier ni..

On sunday, we went to Jusco AU5 pulak... we all pon tambah barang baby apa yang patut lagi.. So I think there's more things to buy in future... OOOO yess bought some undies too, since the bulge on my tummy getting bigger.. heeeheeee

One more thing, this feeding set we got it for our wedding gift actually, so no need to buy.. hehehe :


Salam.. watch out for somemore..

6 months in my pregnancy..

Salam all...

its been almost a month x tulis this blog... sekejap je da sebulan yg lalu aku tulis dalam blog...

Alhamdulilah, I'm now 6months (24weeks) in my pregnancy... Meaning, I got 3 months to go... Rasanya x sabar utk menjadi ibu... My tummy, it seems obvious now, but still people commented macam baru 3-4 bulan menagandung.. But i don't care such comments, janji aku sihat & my baby too.. :-D

Kadang2 rasa cemas dan takut untuk bersalin pon ada jugak.. Bermacam2 cerita yang aku dgr daripada kakak, kakak ipar & kawan2 termasuk ibu mertua di luar sana yang sudah ada pengalaman menjadi ibu... Kebanyakkan semua akan menasihatkan aku "DONT WORRY , every mom-to-be will go through the pain, but at the end of the day, bila u tgk muka anak, hilang terus semua sakit".. I hope so.. :-D

Well, my mood swing has come back...

WN sudahpon menjangkakan of my incoming 'mood swing' when i've reached my 3rd trimester in my pregnancy, macam sekarang ni la... Hmmm, mulalah fikiran bercelaru.. Menyampah tengok muka WN pon ada, lagi teruk bila dia tegur yg aku x suka utk didengar atau diterima.. But, kadang2 merengek supaya dia ada selalu disisi pon ada jugak.. Anyway, he seems COOL with it, selalu jugakla calm me down & never stop advising me jgn ikut sgt emosi tu...

OOO yessss.. aku da terasa berat bila nak bangun... kadang2 tu terpaksa menjerit memanggil WN to held me up... buat kerja sikt dirumah pon cepat terasa penat... Haus pon ingat... bergelen air aku minom setiap hari... Kadang2 tu mengidam mkanan yang manis epsc icecream conetto atau sundae strawbery MCD.. ntah2 its gonna be a baby girl kut... Lagi satu aku da start nak 'melawa', meaning i want to look good to go out... hehehe.. Aku serahkan pada Tuhan...

okla.. sudah nak 6.30pm... aku mahu brjalan2.. nak bagi ringan sikit badan ni... salam...

Antenatal checkup Klinik Kesihatan Kerajaan

It was my first experience having antenatal check up di klinik kesihatan kerajaan (KKM) ataupon klinik anak & ibu mengandung yesterday... WOW!! mesti ramai tak percaya kan..?? Hmm... ramai kawan-kawan agak pelik termasuk my own family tertanya-tanya kenapa aku pegi ke situ..? For those yang x pernah pegi & planning o deliver at any Gov hospital, u all kena register 'buka buku merah' di mana-mana Klinik Ibu Mengandung yang berdekatan..

Awal pagi lagi I sent WN ke ofis di Bukit Damansara. Then terus ke KKM di Ampang Mewah, which is near to my house.. Sampai di KKM pukul 8 pagi... I was surprised, the place is so full of people.. Ramainya orang pegi ke klinik ini.. Macam warehouse SALE! Went straight to the counter to take d 'angka giliran'... Mereka yang jaga counter agak 'kerek' asking me too much Q's.. seperti : AWAK NI DA LAMBAT, DAH 5 BULAN BARU NAK DATANG SINI...?? dan satu pertanyaan yang agak terperranjat : MANA SURAT NIKAH? TAKUT MENGANDUNG ANAK LUAR 'TOOT' Hmm.. AGAK TERSENTAP & bagi aku that is so embarassing, rasa macam nak saman je makcik ni.. macam x nak bagi je.. Then, ada seorang sis-nurse yang agak senior & being very accomodative telah menjernihkan keadaan, terus ambil my IC & ask me "Adik ni 1st TIME datang sini ke?".. Then I said YES... I was lucky to have her on my side.. Then she gave me some reg forms for me to fill up.. thats makes my life easier to have to this woman around.. :-D..

Dalam pukul 10.30am, finally my number displayed on the screen, so its my turn now.. Agak sakit pinggang menunggu.. Sempat jugak aku habiskan satu game SUDOKU sambil menunggu :-D. The nurse asked me a lot of Q's.. yela 1st time mendaftar.. Asking my family background/ sickness, any surgeries has been done, allergies, bla..bla.. terus she took my weight , height, my blood sample & urine test... SO far i'm quite satisfied with the service.. Its quite systematic & thorough though its just a klinik kerajaan...

Then dalam lepas 15minit aku dipanggil utk consultation session with the doctor.. Its an Indian woman... After she studied my blood & urine test result.. She told me that my blood ratio a bit low, ratio 10.3, normal rate is 11.o.. I was terrified!! But she said don worry, makan byk daging merah ye & maintain all green veges intake...Ooo kali ni ada satu equipment baru yang x pernah aku jumpa, the doctor scanned the baby's heartbeat sound (bukan ultrasound ye).. Its amazing & wonderful to hear the baby's heartbeat... ALHAMDULILAH, rasa macam nak menangis, happy that my baby is OK :-D

The doctor prescribed some vitamins.. hmmm banyak juga kene ambil... By 11.30am, after collecting the prescriptions, finally i'm done for the day.. FUHHHH! Total almost 4hours I spent at the clinic yesterday.. Do i have to face it everytime i go for the check ups?? OOO ye, that nurse who saved my day, give me some tips, she told me to come after lunch for next appoitment, kurang sikit orang, lesser time to wait as compared the morning session.. So, why not kan..? BTW, i'm satisfied with service given... hope they will maintain the service like this.. U know how much do I have to pay for the bills?? Its ZERO amount.. FOC, only that the KENA TUNGGU LAMA, thats the price that I have to pay... hehehe...

Told WN my experience during dinner @ Teppanyaki Rest, Alpha Angle.. He's happy to hear about it.. Suddenly he asked/ gave me an option whether nak pegi private hopital at wangsa maju or I stick to gov hospital to deliver the baby?? Xpela, I'll stick to gov hospital... so that we can save $$$ for the baby... Banyak nak pakai $$ once the baby arrived... & also can bring ME for a shopping kan?? why not kan?? :-P

Ok thats all for today.. got some housework to do... Salam.....

ilovebeingpregnant

Alhamdulilah. Its being so nice being pregnant lately.. my tummy getting bigger.. my waist now is 30inches... cuma malam aku da susah nak tidor nyenyak.. sometimes i dont sleep at all.. i can feel the baby is mengeras inside... She/he so active at night.... :-D

Ppl said that my tummy doesn't look that obvious for a 5 months pregnancy.. its OK... probbably its 1st pregnancy fro me.. sebab tu baby kecil... OO yes... i don eat fast food at all eversince got pregnant, not advisable by my dear food monitor, siapa lagi kalau bukan WN kan..? so that's why i don't gain weight that much as other ppl espc my close-friends expected me to be HUGE bila mengandung ni... Thank god, we paid visit for ante-nantal checkup yesterday, the doctor said the development of the baby growth is healthy & normal as u can see as below... the spinal bone & the abdomen has developed.. Alhamdulilah... Baby & mother is just doing fine... ;-)

my baby dalam ultrasound... its been 20 weeks now..

So far my life went smoothly, not like the 1st three months of pregnancy, kelam kabut je .. I feel its all most complete... look forward for baby's arrival on next June, InsyaAllah.. no words how to describe how it feels now.. WN being so busy with his night shifts.. Its ok for me... Cari rezekikan... InsyaAllah.. he will be no longer in shifts by midd Feb'09.. will be working on normal working hours... God is giving new opportunities for WN to do what he's wishing to do in his career development.. A big project for him prove himself & to show his credibilities to his new company now... InsyaAllah will fall into place as planned... :-D

awal muharram..lubuk manggis

hmmm.. baru aku tahu aku dilahirkan pada bulan Muharram tahun Islam, iaitu 8 Muharam 1399... so smlm hari Isnin, was actually 8 Muharram... so happy b'day to me.. :-D

Hari sebelom, WN took me to Lubuk Manggis, Ulu Langat.. Dalam pukul 11 pagi kami da bertolak, tunggu member yang aku anggap macam adik angkat, FG datang.. sowe convoy togetehr..Agenda utma ke Lubuk Manggis ialah, picnic & break away jap kat tepi sungai..sahabt baik, SE telah sponsor bekalan makanan bbq... so bakarla di tepi sungai tu... We were lucky, because eventhough hari aga cloudy, tapi hujan x turun.. not like the day before.. Alhamdulilah.. Tuhan izinkan kami bercuti.. :-D

pandangan sungai di Lubuk Manggis Ulu Langat

antara makanan bbq yang sedang dibakar.. best ;-D

So dalam pukul 3.30petang, lepas perut da kenyang & puas bermandi manda, kami pon beransur pulang... Then we went to my parents in law place di Seremban for a while..

The very next day, WN bawa aku jalan2 area bukit bintang, mencari my pregnancy attire...Ooo yess, I managed to cut my hair too.. Its been a long time aku x trim rambut... Its all abt my biday treat la... I pray to God that more happiness wiil to my life & my family...